After 24hours painful labour, my little sunshine Brandon was released from the hospital.  I’m so glad we have the little one at home now. He is so cute but very demanding. Now I feel all the 10 months’ pain is worth a while.

One and half years has gone by since last visit to my parents. Feels like yesterday…Thinking about daddy and mammy’s grey hair, I can feel my heart is moving for their love. Even thought they are so far away, I can still feel their love and dream about them all the time. There is a Chinese say “no place is better than home”.  Now I feel it’s so strong than ever… Last week when I was cooking a dish, I was thinking how mom cooked when I was kid.  That delicious smell is still in my mind though so many years has passed….

近来有些想家, 总是想到爸爸和妈妈, 想到爸爸妈妈两鬓斑白的头发, 想到小时候得了肠炎, 爸爸和妈妈背我去看病,  想到小时候妈妈做的油炸扒皮鱼. 没次总是让妈妈多做一些, 因为我向来爱吃鱼的… 那无数无数的回忆, 就象是昨天…现在有些后悔小时候向来顽固又不听话,经常叛屰而让父母担心, 而今相隔万里之遥, 却常常思想他们. 而今我长大了, 他们又要为我身在易地而担心…哎! 总是觉得过意不去…希望将来可以把他们接来这里安度晚年吧…哪好也不如家好, 现在却是深有感触. 家乡的一切一切一丝一毫都象是刻在我记忆的深层, 每每浮入我的脑海…Hope March is coming soon, then I can go home to visit, yah! I really can’t wait until then…

做了两年的会计, 觉得在以前的岗位上学不到什么新的知识了, 所以决定去了RBC 做…

第一个星期只是坐在那里看看大家在干什么, 到了周四开始培训了, 到了周五我开始自己做了, 结果因为不熟练和ＳＨＡＲＥ　Ａ　ＣＯＭＰＵＴＥＲ的原因, 我没能在6点做完我的价格, 被一个SENIOR讯了一通，　讯的我眼泪直下．．．从这一刻开始我就开始讨厌这个工作．．．每天的三个ＲＥＰＯＲＴＳ真的让我忙的团团转，尤其在晚上时，几乎要一路小跑的打ＲＥＰＯＲＴＳ．．．每天做梦都是工作之类的事．．．：（

天呀！我真的是感到很大的压力呀！这压力让我心有倶色，　我真的不晓得自己可以坚持到多久呀．．．　希望我可以坚持的久一些吧！也不要再流眼泪，一定要坚强．．．

又过了一个圣诞节, 新的一年又要来临了, 许多往日的朋友都已不知去向…回国的回国, 还有的为了工作去了别的城市. 圣诞节的感觉好是凄清呀!

还好有机会约了Amy, 又见到她, 感觉好亲切呀! 许多住在学校时往事又浮上心头. 学生时的记忆似若昨日… 还记得我到她寝室吃饭的情形, 她的烧鸡翅到如今还记忆犹新. 还有她可爱的小花猫…回忆总是那么甜美的, 如果总是那个年纪, 再也不长大该有多好呀!

只能祝福所有的朋友圣诞快乐, 你无论在何方, 我的记忆都会将你珍藏…

 

When I was in high school, I just love Liang Feng Yi’s books. She is a successful business woman and writes lots of buiness field woman strive to be successful. Even though the process is hard and bitter, at the end the main charactors always grow strong and become the pilate of life.

Here is the song from 女人本色. Hope all ladies could work hard for their self and cheers for what their success. 

人的一生是短暂的, 就让我们一同为我们的努力奋斗而喝彩,在我们的泪水中成长. 做个主宰自己生命的强者. There is nothing impossible in our life! 让我们一起笑对人生吧!

生日快乐的歌曲
　　为什么明明相爱到最后还是要分开
　　是否我们总是俳徊在心门之外
　　谁知道又和你相聚在人海
　　命运如此安排总叫人无奈
　　这些年过得不好不坏只是好像少了一个人存在
　　而我渐渐明白你仍然是我不变的关怀
　　有多少爱可以重来有多少人愿意等待
　　当懂得珍惜以后回来却不知那份爱会不会还在
　　有多少爱可以重来有多少人值得等待
　　当爱情已经桑田沧海是否还有勇气去爱"有多少年可以重来, 有多少人值得等待…

上周刚从国内回来, 闲来无事, 所以打算看看周末的中文电影. 很巧的看了"生日快乐"…和着那首回味深长的老歌"有多少爱可以重来有多少人愿意等待…"

当女主角小米得知深爱以旧的男友小南要结婚时, 一个人在停车场开着车，连续不断地打弯, 最终泪不能止…" 人生或许总是这样的, 相识是缘,相知是份, 相守却是那么那么的不易…有时就算等待多年, 徘徊许久, 放弃许多, 换来的却往往不是我们期待的那样…命运的安排总是叫人无奈… 最终小南却是离开了人世, 只是小米还蒙在鼓里, 期待着有一天能再见到深爱的小南…

影片感情细腻, 低沉, 加上那首惆怅的老歌. 真的让我泪水难止, 还被老公嘲笑了好久…

 

 

 

每每在机场远望家人, 恋恋不舍的离别时, 心里都是酸楚楚的, 这一去又要两年了…每次重复着同样的心情, 每次忍不住泪水夺眶而出, 不晓得自己为何要选择这条路, 选择这条不归路…渐渐远走, 远走, 远离所有的家人, 所有的朋友…

人生为何总是这样无奈, 无可选择. 我的一生, 这样奋斗着去达到我人生

的目的, 到头来却始终觉得没有目的似的, 盲目的活着…

对酒当哥, 人生几何?

昨日一去, 不能蹉跎.

星月如梭, 我梦无择!

Those years I went through, there are lots of frustrating, happiness, bitter, and enjoyment, etc.  Even though it isn’t always as good as I wanted to be, I still appreciate all the things happened to me….. 

When I walk down the street by myself, I look at the beautify sky. I always thank to the god that I have my lovely parents who support me and love me all the time. Because of their support, I’m who I’m today!  Also god gave me a chance to meet Colin, who is lovely hubby and my soul-mate. I can share anything with him and always trust and depend on him. My family is the most pressure gift I got in the world. =) 

 I always tell myself, I’m almost the luckiest person in the world. I achieved most things I dreamed of when I was young.  I used to dream that I can travel to other countries to experience all different cultures and different lives.  Then I came to Toronto meet Colin and traveled a lot with him. I had enjoyed to go cruise to different countries with him and married on a fancy boat in west Caribbean.  Even though that’s not the wedding I dreamed of, but it was fantastic moment of my life!   

I close my eyes and make new wishes. I know they will become true one day and I enjoy my life and my never-ending dreams!

写给爸爸妈妈的, 希望有一天他们可以看到我是多么爱他们,放心我在异国他乡:

这些年我经历过许欢喜和忧愁, 快乐与悲伤. 虽然有些是不是总随我所愿, 但我还是感激上天赐与我的所有这些… 当我一个人独自在街头, 看着蓝蓝的天空和雪白的云朵. 我就会情不自禁的感慨万千…我真的好感谢上天给了爱我支持我爱我的父母. 他们的支持成就了今天独立自主的我. 我也感谢上天, 给了我机会认识了Colin. 我可以和他分享我人生的痛苦和快乐!

我 经常告诉我自己我是着世界上最快乐的人了! 我实现我许多儿时的梦想…我曾经梦想长大可以周游列国, 见见那外面的世界, 体验一下那许多异国风情…在爸妈的难舍下, ( 我来到了这里, 认识了Colin, 并和他到处旅游, 并且在西加勒比海的豪华油轮上结为人生伴侣. 虽然这不是我梦想中的婚礼, 但却是我人生最幸福的一刻! (虽然我为了爸妈未能出席而哭鼻子=)). 

我希望每个人都会象我一样幸福快乐! 并感激人生, 因为每一个人就象天上一颗星星, 每一个都是与众不同的, 如果你快乐的话, 就眨眨你的眼睛, 就象那无数颗星星, 让夜晚的天空更加灿烂吧!