My little sunshine

After 24hours painful labour, my little sunshine Brandon was released from the hospital.  I’m so glad we have the little one at home now. He is so cute but very demanding. Now I feel all the 10 months’ pain is worth a while.🙂
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Homesick~

One and half years has gone by since last visit to my parents. Feels like yesterday…Thinking about daddy and mammy’s grey hair, I can feel my heart is moving for their love. Even thought they are so far away, I can still feel their love and dream about them all the time. There is a Chinese say “no place is better than home”.  Now I feel it’s so strong than ever… Last week when I was cooking a dish, I was thinking how mom cooked when I was kid.  That delicious smell is still in my mind though so many years has passed….

近来有些想家, 总是想到爸爸和妈妈, 想到爸爸妈妈两鬓斑白的头发, 想到小时候得了肠炎, 爸爸和妈妈背我去看病,  想到小时候妈妈做的油炸扒皮鱼. 没次总是让妈妈多做一些, 因为我向来爱吃鱼的那无数无数的回忆, 就象是昨天现在有些后悔小时候向来顽固又不听话,经常叛屰而让父母担心, 而今相隔万里之遥, 却常常思想他们. 而今我长大了, 他们又要为我身在易地而担心! 总是觉得过意不去希望将来可以把他们接来这里安度晚年吧哪好也不如家好, 现在却是深有感触. 家乡的一切一切一丝一毫都象是刻在我记忆的深层, 每每浮入我的脑海…Hope March is coming soon, then I can go home to visit, yah! I really can’t wait until then…

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:'( feel stressful under pressure,压力之下我有倶色

做了两年的会计, 觉得在以前的岗位上学不到什么新的知识了, 所以决定去了RBC 做…
第一个星期只是坐在那里看看大家在干什么, 到了周四开始培训了, 到了周五我开始自己做了, 结果因为不熟练和SHARE A COMPUTER的原因, 我没能在6点做完我的价格, 被一个SENIOR讯了一通, 讯的我眼泪直下...从这一刻开始我就开始讨厌这个工作...每天的三个REPORTS真的让我忙的团团转,尤其在晚上时,几乎要一路小跑的打REPORTS...每天做梦都是工作之类的事...:(
天呀!我真的是感到很大的压力呀!这压力让我心有倶色, 我真的不晓得自己可以坚持到多久呀... 希望我可以坚持的久一些吧!也不要再流眼泪,一定要坚强...
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新不了情

今日花了一整天的时间看"新不了情", 本来我就是个爱哭的人,看了这电视真的好感动, 一边看一边哭, 还被老公笑话了好久…真的为阿敏的可爱和强壮而感动呀! 就借此和大家分享一下万芳的歌吧! 虽然有些伤感, 但是真的好爱这种忧愁伤感的歌呦!  http://www.imeem.com/derni86/music/wc60wbai/ 
 
心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何斯守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了
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Merry Xmas! 圣诞快乐 :)

又过了一个圣诞节, 新的一年又要来临了, 许多往日的朋友都已不知去向…回国的回国, 还有的为了工作去了别的城市. 圣诞节的感觉好是凄清呀!
还好有机会约了Amy, 又见到她, 感觉好亲切呀! 许多住在学校时往事又浮上心头. 学生时的记忆似若昨日… 还记得我到她寝室吃饭的情形, 她的烧鸡翅到如今还记忆犹新. 还有她可爱的小花猫…回忆总是那么甜美的, 如果总是那个年纪, 再也不长大该有多好呀!
只能祝福所有的朋友圣诞快乐, 你无论在何方, 我的记忆都会将你珍藏…
 
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Hard time in my life,”左眼微笑 :) , 右眼泪 :( “

I’m going through a hard time in my life now. I had ever asked one of my good friends JV "how could you go through so many years with your hubby? When he makes some mistakes, have you ever think just kick him out and split?"  Then she told me “Maggie, I have been there. I have been through so many things, and when I was young, I just wanted to walk through the door and never come back… If I did so, I won’t be who and where I’m today. However I did forgive him and appreciate all the good and bad things we went through…”

After I heard it, I was so sad and also happy. She told me how to face and solve my big problem first time after marriage. I’m sad about life is always having so many problems. Also I’m happy about I talked to her and got to know how to handle those shiddy times about relationship.

每当我在人前强忍泪水, 假装欢笑时, 就会想起曾经在一个BLOG上读过的左眼微笑右眼泪”. 每当我人升经历痛苦和委屈时, 我都好想就这样分手吧! 人生好聚好散嘛! 我有何苦大老远的跑到异国他乡来折磨自己呢?

可当我象我的一个好朋友JV含泪如诉苦时, 她告诉了我一个又让我喜又让我悲的答案. “MAGGIE, 我曾经经历过所有这些, 不止你说的, 人生还有更多比这要痛苦的经历. 当我年轻时, 我的确曾想过就这样一来走出这道大门, 不再回来如果我很多年以前就放弃了, 那我就不回是今天的我了. 而且我也就不会有两个可爱的孩子和今天的幸福了. 人生尤其是两个人之间是这样的, 时不时会有一些这样那样的问题.尤其是在开始的五到十年了. 最终在于我们如何化解它, 并站在一起去共同面对并问题…”

我听了之后, 好是感动. 我好高兴我和JV谈到了我的问题. 她告诉我的, 是我在任何地方都学不到的. 如果我就这样转身离去, 我是会很轻易的走出这段感情, 可下一段可能又会有同样的问题, 同样的考验的. 如果我每次都在这时放弃, 那么我永远都会停在这里, 永远也不会长大…就让我原谅他一次吧, 让我们共同面对问题 解决问题… 

 

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女人本色

When I was in high school, I just love Liang Feng Yi’s books. She is a successful business woman and writes lots of buiness field woman strive to be successful. Even though the process is hard and bitter, at the end the main charactors always grow strong and become the pilate of life.
Here is the song from 女人本色. Hope all ladies could work hard for their self and cheers for what their success. 
人的一生是短暂的, 就让我们一同为我们的努力奋斗而喝彩,在我们的泪水中成长. 做个主宰自己生命的强者. There is nothing impossible in our life! 让我们一起笑对人生吧!🙂
女人受了伤并不惭愧
至少狠狠爱过一回
爱一个人像穿高跟鞋
跳着芭蕾
何苦让眼泪变成装备
粉底香水皮肤会受
注定不能挽回的
就不要挽回
至少往事还能回味
谁说女人的心易碎
痛过笑过都要面对
寂寞不会把我摧毁
不再做脆弱的花蕊
谁说女人的心易醉
有些梦不做会后悔
我说一声快乐无罪
用完一瓶香水
大了一岁
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